Life seems so important  and big and it seems like it will last forever. Our lives in God's eyes are so short and only a training ground for what we will be doing in heaven. We are all ment as Christains to spread God's Love and tell about His mercies, to bring Heaven to earth. Jesus told his diciples to GO OUT and heal the sick and raise the dead and to cast out demons. I have finally decides after all the fighting with myself to live my life for God. I want to see all the things he has for me, and all the things he wants to do THROUGH me. I don't want to serve any other god. My God is Holy and Perfect and willing and able. I will serve him until He comes back for His children.